I want to die...Follow

No wait, I want everyone else to die!

So first things first I AM PISSED THE **** OFF!! Poker tournement in Pendelton, Oregon this weekend. $350 buy in, I miss getting paid by ONE DAMN SPOT! This is a NL Texax Hole'em tourney btw. Whats worst is I have no one to blame but myself, I KNEW better, in every ounce of my fiber I KNEW I should not be in that hand, if I was playing in some poker tourney online I definatly would have laid down, but for some reason I have the need to dominate in live games that makes me play worst then I should.

I get a Kh 10h. Not a bad hand and I play it, the flop comes Ah, Js, 6h. Ok I got a possible flush, a possible straight.

The BB raises, I was second chip leader so I called it was a pretty good hand with just 3 players on the table. Just me and him at this point. I figured he either had an ace, was on a straight draw, or was also on a flush draw, either way I have him beat if I make my flush.

Next Ac, again he raises me and I call, I NEVER should have called, I knew he had three of a kind, but I was just praying I could get that last heart on the river and dominate him.

Last card, 5h, RAR I got the high flush, im unbeatable. Happy days, happy days, he goes all in, WTF!!

I thought about this move a good long while, I knew he would never call me with 3 of a kind after he saw I made my flush, so my guess was he had a Qh. But stupid overconfident me, decided I have the hight Heart I can't be beat. Call. What does he flop? Ace and a five the ****** got the full house, what is worst I KNEW he had the full house, or should have known. I was just betting like an idiot. So I waved goodbye to my $350 and waved goodbye to $1000 I would have had if I just would have folded after that second ace hit the board. I went back to my hotel room and beat the **** out of my pillow.


If that isint the worst now I have to catch a bus back to Boise in shame. I was still ahead for the weekend, I had cleaned up a live game in Yakima, I made $500 in a live game earlier.

So now I am heading home, 12 hours on a bus, I am tired as hell! I get home, fall assleap as soon as I hit my pillow. I wake 3 hours later (Now) with an ear infection from hell.

My ear feels like there is a large insect trying to claw into my brain and I have had less then 5 hours sleep in the last 24 hours. I can't eat anthing because im in so much damn pain I feel quesy.

I need to kill at least 2 priests this weekend to get my spirts up.

I have no vehicel or a ride, and I really don't want to spend $20 on a cab there and back.

I have hydrogen peroxide and rubbing alchol which is all you need to cure any ear infection.

No one misses Washington. Seattle, Bremerton, Yakima, and Clarkston, I have lived in all of them, they all suck!

Ohh yes I should also add "Never go for a week long vacation with out doing your dishes first"

My kitchen is eally smelly I don't even want to go it there.