First of all, hate me, rate me below default, flame me w/e I do not care, but I need to know why!
I am blacklisted ingame so I cannot discuss this in tells like I usually would and I also sent him a PM awhile back which he decided not to reply too, I even invited him to a party I made with his Monk to try to resolve this, but he just kept me on blacklist the entire party. So this is the only place left.
This thing between Jae and I has nothing to do with Wasp or DVS or any of the other members, it has to do with insecurities, both mine and his.
My insecruity is when someone does not like me and I have no clue why they started to dislike me. With Dirdy it was because he was kicked from my shell, eventhough I was not the one to kick him and Noremorse I was having a bad day when in his party and at the time never knew I had to stun shadows for Ichi (was a still learning Blm and was a Paladin so never partied with Ninja's) and we got into it. Tropicsloth and Wrip I don't even know why, but I also was not friends with them supposedly.
I left EK and applied to Hocd. I was then talked to about another shell which I chose to join and withdrew my app from Hocd. This is where I met Jae. We became friends and talked all the time. I helped with everything asking nothing in return for a couple months, and not only helping, but leading the events. Jae and I spent all more time together and talking, for example I know he was in school for the same thing I have been doing for my career for awhile now.
Then one day people wanted to organize a BQ run so we all agreed on a Saturday to do it, Saturday came and we were short people, and I told the person who was trying to gather others that it was no big deal, I could wait. He insisted we tried to do it that day. So I started asking others with him trying to get it formed. I see Jae not in a party just out in Rolanberry Fields and ask him if he will come, I get no response. I wait awhile and ask him again and I get "Don't fuc*ing expect me to drop what I am doing to come help you". I was startled and just figured he was having a really bad day, but still to get a reply like that from a supposed friend in which you have done nothing but helped kind of hurt.
After that day he would not even really talk to me. I find out he has been talking behind my back with other leaders about something I supposedly did that in which doing it would have not gained me anything anyways. The 3 others involed, 1 said he was not in on it and I believe him and think the only problem he has with me now is the one between Jae and I, the one who confronted me about it I actually talk to from time to time now and respect him for having the balls to come out and say it rather than talk behind my back, and the 3rd was Jae, who just blacklisted me ingame and called it the end of it.
Now here would be where I feel Jae's insecurities come into this. Although he was not the overall leader of this shell he was the one people always came to with problems and questions, and after awhile it seemed everyone was coming to me and no longer him and that may be one cause. Which if this is the case I understand. He did start this shell with a few tohers way back in the dunes and put alot of work into it, but coming to talk to me about something rather than just flipping out would have worked out alot better.
There I have stated why I will not let this go, and wether you think it is a good reason or not, well, that is not your call it is mine. As stated before I tried to find out ingame and in PM's, but it was a no go. I also understand why he does not like me now, I mean I did bust him out for flaming me on here with a anonyomous troll account, but what I want to know is what brought this on in one days time? What did I do that took us from being friends in this game to apparently enemies?
Edited, Tue Feb 7 17:37:11 2006 by Proroc