I was wondering if there was any HNMLS I still have a chance to get into? Apparently I have caused too much drama on this forum in the past. I am a good player though and do not post on here at all really anymore.
lol, since I have nothing to lose I will come clean. I started some drama here and there and I always defended Wasp when I was on here because I worked at a job where I received jobs 3 months in advance and in the construction business if you know about it, things always get delayed. So there would be days, even weeks sometimes where I would have nothing to do. So I browsed this forum days at a time evens weeks sometimes and was still able to complete my jobs. It honestly became horrible, it was either sit there and stare at my drawings all day and act like I was doing something or surf the web.
So it may sound like fun and at first I thought it was. I would spend 40 hours a week between working and after hours to learn everything about this game and run my linkshell. which I still learn new things all the time. It really got boring after awhile. So I defended myself everytime someone bashed my Linkshell and they fed on it. The truth is I liked it when they fed on it. It gave me something to do at work during the day. If the offended you then I apologize, but deep down inside I am sure atleast the majority of you logged on wondering what dilemma was going to be going and were excited to read it.
In regards to living in Wisconsin. I moved out there for a job, I made a few friends, but this game was my life out there. Where I lived in Wisconsin everyone I met was into 3 things; 1. The Packers; I am a die hard Lions fan (Luagh all you want, but been a fan 22 years and will never change), so there was no way to get excited about the Packers; 2. Everyone was into hunting, I prefer downhill skiing more of an adrelaine rush and you can still drink beer. 3. They were into Fishing, I only like fishing with my Father, I did it gorwing up and I will continue because it is a good way to spend time with him.
Why am I telling all of you this? because I am a very prideful person and admit it is my weakeness to let anyone I know how I really feel about things going on, so I know some of you really well and even through my Wisconsin depression(something that I had never learned to deal with before)still thought of me as a friend.
Enough rambling, my friend is waiting to log on, lol. I want to thank Mohit, Femwhispers, Avalyona, Segomo, Hiki, Sophus, Theraven, and a few more that still were my friends even after I did what I did on here. I would like to apologize to Jae, Kalten, Meara, femwhispers, Mohit, Avalyona, and all the members of Wasp who I either kicked or left because I quit one day on a days notice because I was burned out.
Take this as you will. If you want to flame me so be it, I really do not care. I might type a reply a week or two later, but you will check everyday to see if i did. If i have offened you then, either I am sorry or you take everything to seriously and need to lighten up a bit.
I am back into the optimistic good mood I have usually been in, I left my wife, I moved back to Michigan and all is good.
So any LS's out there I can join and help out? lol