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#1 Apr 10 2006 at 12:30 AM Rating: Excellent
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After about six weeks out of the game, doing things I never thought I'd do like learning to cook and starting to get in shape, I tried again to get back into it. And I realized what I've really known all along: the game holds nothing more for me. I met the love of my life here; what else could I really ask of it?

So I bid you farewell, Bismarck. I got het up and upset over you more times than I could count, wasted over $200 on the Fan Festival and all its accoutrements, ranted and raved and schooled and was a general ***** on these boards. And cared way, way too much about karma. I was a sage for all of three weeks, good for me? I wasted near on three years of my life here, hot on the heels of wasting nearly twice that on roleplaying online, and have come to the realization that at 26, I have wasted eight years of my potential. I'm not saying the game is a waste for anyone else, but it sure as hell has been for me.

It's been fun. Hope you find another forum policeman, not that you need it anymore. I'm sorry to anyone I pissed off over the years; I'll miss the people I came to care about. I don't think I'll ever be back.

Take it easy, guys. Sorry for the ****.
#2 Apr 10 2006 at 12:46 AM Rating: Decent
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Wow, the first time I check these forums in months and I see this...

Byaina, I'm glad to have met you, and was able to spend time with you (despite that being so long ago) and regret not talking to you more. Despite that, I will always remember those times like the Moronathon, and the one party we had together in the Boyahda Tree...

It's sad to see you go, but I wish you well in anything that you go on to do.
#3 Apr 10 2006 at 1:19 AM Rating: Good
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Byaina, you will be sorely missed! I have learned much from you whilst reading these boards. Please come back! But alas, you must do what is best for you! Don't ever forget us!!!
Luv ya!
#4 Apr 10 2006 at 2:10 AM Rating: Decent
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Well I really didn't get a chance to meet you, but I've read and also learned from your posts, Byaina. Don't be a stranger around here, and I'm glad to hear that things are working out for you. Stay smart and be safe. ^_^
#5 Apr 10 2006 at 2:26 AM Rating: Decent
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Ya know i never got to meet you in game. I saw u a few times here on the boards and that was all.
It is always sad to see an older player leave. take care and as the aiel say in wheel of time "May you always find shade and water."
#6 Apr 10 2006 at 3:45 AM Rating: Good
Byaina...I've known you for awhile from back when this forum was merely just part of Tsetsuo's journal. I remember the times we talked in game and on IM, and I must say that I have no regrets on meeting you and getting to know you. You are a friend that I will hold close to me, even after you leave us.

And as I always say...

You'll be back...

Because no one can truly leave Vana'diel.

Take care m'dear and may the light of the Goddess guide and protect you, as it truly does us all.

*smiles*

By the way...I got you your sageness back right now. Consider it my parting gift to you.

Keep in contact with us, ok?
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#7 Apr 10 2006 at 4:26 AM Rating: Good
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Wow... didn't see this coming lol

Sounds like it's for the better though ^^ So take care of yourself eh? Was nice knowing ya for sure, keep in touch on the boards if ya can find the time for it :)
#8 Apr 10 2006 at 7:40 AM Rating: Good
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Bya...

What can I say... You were always there for whomever needed, whenever they needed it.

A perfect match for the galka dude, Gunslinger.

I wish you and Gun the best!!

My thoughts and wishes to you, Bya!!!

-Apo.
#9 Apr 10 2006 at 9:42 AM Rating: Excellent
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Thanks to all of you guys. This is all getting me more choked up than I was expecting. Thing is, I said farewell to the game in my heart and soul a long time ago, but not to the people, and that's definitely the hardest thing to leave.

We're planning on having a farewell party for Gun and me to give us one last sendoff and a few last good memories to go out on. Tentatively it's scheduled for Saturday night, so clear your schedules now if you can :P There will be punch and pie, and signing crystals so I can spread my name over Vana'diel before I walk off into the ether. We'd love to see you all there.
#10 Apr 10 2006 at 10:49 AM Rating: Decent
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No....more...crimmus...humps..


I won't cry...I won't cry...
#11 Apr 10 2006 at 11:16 AM Rating: Excellent
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I feel badly that I never got the chance to play with you in game. From what little I've posted, I've always looked to the ones who have been doing it more than I for good tips and content. Thank you for your contributions. If you'd like, I can write a bit of a farewell story for you (and Gunslinger). PM me here if you'd like that! ^_____^;;
#12 Apr 10 2006 at 12:01 PM Rating: Good
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Ouchy :(

What can I say but best of luck to you in everything you do and you know how to get a hold of me so dont be a stranger! I've known you since, well, like Nights since Bismarck Forums were just Tse's journal and it hurts to see you go. One of the few people I've known a long time that has never changed, still the awesome Byaina I always knew.

Lots of love and best wishes for you and Gun! I'm definitely glad I got to meet you. (Aind you KNOW I'm on AIM 24/7 so you cant say you never see me online!)

You'll definitely be missed :(
#13 Apr 10 2006 at 2:15 PM Rating: Good
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I'd just like to point out that you were able to get Sage again. =) If I had the game active right now I'd log in and join you for that party!
#14 Apr 10 2006 at 2:41 PM Rating: Good
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Bummer. Who's going to organize parties now? I tried, but it fizzled. What a thread to log on and see. What can I say that hasn't already said? We're going to miss you, Byaina. ;_;
#15 Apr 10 2006 at 5:26 PM Rating: Good
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Yeah, I guess it wasn't all bad. I didn't realize how cynical my post sounded... I'm just bitter realizing what I could have been doing with all the time I spent here instead. Over 140 days logged here, that's CRAZY. God knows there were some good times, but there were also a lot of times I tried to plan good times and nobody came through. This has been a long time coming, so...

Party Saturday night, it may in fact include one last Moronathon - Gun wants to start in Sandy and head for Xarcabard, I think he's nuts - it'll start around 8 EST and we'll stay as long as there's people there with us. If you want something signed by me take a look at my craft skills and let me know whatcha want, or else you just might find something totally random in your inbox :P I'm going to see about selling the stuff I don't give away and try to come up with enough to make my first and last vermillion cloak, to be given away to one lucky customer.

And if any of yall want to keep in touch, e-mail me at rachaar at gmail dot com, AIM SaffoStarr, or come over to the Midnight Ocean on Puzzle Pirates, a game I can actually play for half an hour and be satisfied. I'm Byaina there too. And I highly recommend it. :P
#16 Apr 10 2006 at 6:11 PM Rating: Good
If I had the gil to buy supplies for a V.Cloak I'd love a signed one. But I'll try to think of something. I wish my friends that left me (some without word /cry) would have been able to do it for me, I know me and you aren't friends but just something to remember a passing player (you aren't dieing but in FFXI terms you are).


Edit:
Bah, just make me what ever XD

Edited, Mon Apr 10 23:48:14 2006 by FearXI
#17 Apr 10 2006 at 6:34 PM Rating: Good
Take care Byaina, I sent you a PM Smiley: wink

#18 Apr 10 2006 at 10:02 PM Rating: Good
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I agree Byaina, this game can be cruel sometimes. Time and time again I have been let down by events in this game. I too have spent many many days logged in, but in the end, I look back and laugh. Now that I am away at college and don't have the game here with me, I realize how much I miss everyone. I keep in touch via AIM and e-mails, keeping up to date on the recent going ons of the server, but alas I miss everyone. Even those few short weeks wen I am home in between semesters doesn't get me my fix. Through all the good and bad times, I have learned one thing at least. It is that, the friends I have made, and the memories remembered, in my opinion, far outweighs all the bad stuff that has happened to me. Place yourself above all of it. Don't even be tempted to respond and feed your anger. If someone wronged you, give them a second chance, if they were utterly rude to them, meh /blacklist. Never have to bother with them again. Just smile to know that there are those significant few who DO care about you, and smile to know that they will always be there for you, whether you are having a bad day or not.
Take care, and I know it's getting repetitive, but miss you muchlies!
#19 Apr 10 2006 at 10:03 PM Rating: Decent
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We only met in game once but you know just from reading your posts here you're one of only about..oh...four or five...people here that I can truly say I respect. Take that for what it's worth I guess, being a message board. :p

Heh well seriously it's not gonna be the same without you here, there's not going to be much sanity left here after awhile.

Take care and have fun.
#20 Apr 10 2006 at 10:24 PM Rating: Decent
i only met ya in game once, but you were cool and will be missed
#21 Apr 11 2006 at 6:33 AM Rating: Good
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Bye Bya, You and Gun always rocked in my book. I know the feelings you had on the game, I felt the same way. I hope life brings you and Gun all the happiness you deserve and more.
#22 Apr 11 2006 at 9:26 AM Rating: Good
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Well... another good one bites the dust.

Be well, Byaina. Not much more I can say, so I'll just /echo what everyone else said.

--Arondight, Bismarck
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#23 Apr 11 2006 at 6:22 PM Rating: Good
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Byaina!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this sucks, now i have to write your goodbye also...

/cry

anywho, you guys were one of the coolest couples i knew, and i'll miss sending you random /tells. I know you've made a major decision, but i'm still hoping you just suspend your account and surprise us sometime. Now who will I send various crafting supplies to? Take care of you both.

I'll close the same way I closed Gun's...

"May the best of your past be the worst of your futures."

#24 Apr 11 2006 at 6:29 PM Rating: Default
Another one that Vanadiel will miss alot. Bye Byaina^^
#25 Apr 18 2006 at 5:45 PM Rating: Decent
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well shat /em waves farewell
#26 Apr 19 2006 at 11:12 AM Rating: Decent
you say you wasted years of your life, but who knows you might have died in a carwreck ont he way to a basketball game if you were not playing ffxi. dont be so hard on yourself.
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