After about six weeks out of the game, doing things I never thought I'd do like learning to cook and starting to get in shape, I tried again to get back into it. And I realized what I've really known all along: the game holds nothing more for me. I met the love of my life here; what else could I really ask of it?
So I bid you farewell, Bismarck. I got het up and upset over you more times than I could count, wasted over $200 on the Fan Festival and all its accoutrements, ranted and raved and schooled and was a general ***** on these boards. And cared way, way too much about karma. I was a sage for all of three weeks, good for me? I wasted near on three years of my life here, hot on the heels of wasting nearly twice that on roleplaying online, and have come to the realization that at 26, I have wasted eight years of my potential. I'm not saying the game is a waste for anyone else, but it sure as hell has been for me.
It's been fun. Hope you find another forum policeman, not that you need it anymore. I'm sorry to anyone I pissed off over the years; I'll miss the people I came to care about. I don't think I'll ever be back.
Take it easy, guys. Sorry for the ****.