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I have a Wii and lot's of Miis. My Wii hasn't been getting much action which surprises me since I waited so long for Zelda. I just haven't been able to get into it. Same as FF12. Really disappointing.
I think back to the good times I spent playing through Final Fantasy 8 for the first time or playing Crystal Chronicles with my friends. It's sad to think that I may never feel that passion again, I can't feel that passion again. I'vegrown up and it hurts to think that inocence may be gone forever, no way to get it back.
I wonder sometimes if I still feel this way if I never played FFXI. I think the answer is no, and it hurts even more. Has FFXI ruined my perspective on games, has it stolen precius time I could have spent on single player games, would I have had the time to be absorbed in the story.
I regret starting FFXI but at the same time I know it was meant to be, if I never started I'd always be dreaming of being that summoner with carbuncle faithfully following behind me that I saw so long ago in GMR. It also pains me to say it affected my real life in ways I wish I hadn't let it.
I see this post has dragged on way longer then I expected, though not nearly enough to describe what I feel. What makes it even more, I dont know, ironic is not quite the word I'm looking for, I 'm not even on your server! Anyway, I'll post my friend code when I get home from work.
The truth inside that statement touched me gamer's heart. There's been so many games out there I wanted to play but i've been so engulfed in FF XI that I won't buy them for the simple fact that I know i won't touch them til an update comes along and the servers are down for like 8 hours or something...
I've recently finished CoP, and it feels like I've lost the drive to play now. Maybe this is a good thing, but either way, I'm glad that the chains are broken (some will feel me on this)
Sorry, got off subject (dam you and your speech!) I'll post mine when I get home as well.