Hippo, hippo, hippo. I dont want to die, in general I enjoy life as it is. I dont need stimulants, or daddys money to get me what I want. I have what I want, and I'm loving every minute of it. You on the other hand have probally had anything and everything your little boyish mind could dream of. I do agree, your mothers illness is a very awful thing to have to deal with. I wouldnt wish that on my worst enemy. On the other hand your posts about how you tried to use that to save your pathetic little neck from the judge, has turned any sympathy I might have felt for you into a kind of loving annoyance. We all hope you get your life together, but at the same time, some of us cant help but shake our heads at your stupidity. None of us made you swallow those pills hun, you did that on your own. I hear a quicker way to do it, would be to slash your wrists, not that I think you should do that either. I think your mother and father should have faced up to the responsibility of beating your *** more, and that it should have started a long time ago. Spare the rod, spoil the child. I think that sums up your standing in my eyes. You have grown up quite a bit scince I first arrived on these boards, but you never fail to prove to me, that you are still just an ignorant, spoilt, spoiled, and very self centered brat. Thank you, and good day.