Yes, while I realize that it was/is easy. I had never done it before. Thus there is the element of unknown(not knowing how long bind/grav last or if they will get resisted, not knowing if nukes will be resisted, etc.). I was never near death the entire time. All I was saying is that the first time you ever try something, you are going to be a little nervous, and hopefully you get a little sense of accomplishment from it. You have been soloing things on rdm for years, you probably dont feel this at all anymore. For you it is follow the normal steps to achieve your goal. For me, I havent tried these steps before so while easy, its new and exciting. You honestly felt no sense of accomplishment the first time you soloed something that wasnt a guaranteed win?
It's exactly like anything you do in life. The first time you ever pick up an instrument you feel good by just making a clean note, while later you dont even think about it as you are cruising from song to song.
There are things that can go wrong on this solo and lead to death. I felt good that I didnt allow that to happen.