Whitemist :: ZAM

#1 Oct 08 2005 at 5:27 AM Rating: Decent

37 posts

Whitemist:
TaruTaru
Rank 6
Summoner 73
White Mage 61
CoP 4.2
Zilart 14

Playtime 152 Days....

I've built Whitemist my very first FFXI character over the past year & 4 months....I've dealt with everything from happiness, disapointment, sadness, crying, lvlin, gaining, exp, missions, quests, other players, gilsellers, NM's, ENM's, Gil problems & most of all friends leaving...

I've spent most of the year playing this game, taking me out of the r/l I have not because I don't like my r/l it was mostly because of the friendships I had made while playing this game that has kept me going over the months, I've had to see some go, some just give up & those select few own just disapeared without saying goodbye. I'm not mad at them for leaving everyone has a good reason for leaving even if some people think the idea is stupid. I'll even admit I few times I though of quitting & giving up due to the certain obstancles in my way from getting something within the game or someone who just annoyed me to the point of leaving.

But for some reason or more I've just kept going, hoping that I'll make new friends or find a way of getting past that person or the thing I'm stuck on, one way or another I've managed to get thru although sometimes it's had a few losses on my side or another persons side.

I've helped people, I've been helped by people & all those people that took their time to help me I'll respect for forever even if they leave they'll always be known by me & others alike. I've been called great by people within pt & ls's, I'm not trying to be stuck up it's just peoples opinions they may respect me for the person of the job I am or even the help I gave to them, even if I'm remembered for only a week or two I'll still be happy that I helped them & to also hear from them in a few weeks saying they finished their AF or got lv60 because I helped them get thru there ruff patch.

There are as some players that dislike me for things I've done in the past I can't do anything to change that now all I can say is I'M SORRY, it's taken me that long to relize that I should've done this a while ago or just kept my month shut about things even if they were about me, abusing me or even
if I started the thing. All I can do know is say I'M SORRY!

All this may not matter to anyone nor will most of the people that read forums or people who have never heard of me, it has to be said not because I want too but I have too, my reasons for leaving is simple yet mean alot too me. I've gone back to school once again to become a teacher, I won't beable to play the game anymore...

My Character Whitemist has been given to my brother after he made me change my mind about deleting her for good, I see that she will be missed if I did. I know my brother won't beable to replace me or my style of play I just hope you all show him the respect that I've shown or not shown you....

You can rate me down, abuse me on this thread, abuse my brother in game.....but he's not me & he won't help replace the things I've done in the past...

The friends & people I've meet within this game are all different all after different goals, lvlin different jobs but all share the same place with my heart I <3'd having you all as friends and I'm sorry it has to be like this, but things change, people change & Ragnarok Server has changed....

Too all those that know me, seen me or hate me.....

GOOD BYE....RAGNAROK.....

Spelling Error's I DON'T CARE You feel so badly about gammer then tell someone who cares...

Last Post By Me...

Owner Of Whitemist (Alexandra/Lexi) /goodbye

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Edited, Sat Oct 8 06:41:55 2005 by Whitemistaru

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