OMG I understand nowFollow

Last night during Dynamis - X, Assassin's Armlets dropped. There were no thief mains available to lot them. In other words, had I not moved on campus I'd be 5/5 Thief AF2.

Naturally at first, I was quite pissed off. I was like "Why the hell does FFXI make you choose between real life or the game world? Why does this **** always happen?". Then I understood everything.

The reason why **** happens to us is because it makes the game more interesting. It's the same thing about life. If there was no sickness, death, poverty and want, their would be no flavor to life. If everything was accomplished easily, there would be no point to accomplishing anything.

So it made me understand why thief AF2 dropped when I couldn't be there to lot it. It's because it gives me something to talk about, something to strive for.

I realized from that instance that you don't have to pick between real life or FFXI. You have to pick real life. It doesn't matter how many **** holes FFXI throws at you for doing it. What does matter however is once you get on the other side of these holes. After you've shifted through acres of **** to get to your goal, you love it alot more.

So instead of getting super pissed off at FFXI and finding thousands of ways to get around the firewall, I'm going to wait until the weekends come around to play again. Whatever challenges and misfortunes I may face all become worth it once I obtain my goal. I realize that now.

i was late for refe the other week. i was going to do dynamis X. but i got the days messed up and wasnt there "on time". i got there asap and i wasnt allowed in. because "i would lot against them on AF drops". not an exact quote but thats basically what Squishy said to me.

i help you, you help me thats the way its meant to be.

nice to know some ppl are ****** refe thanks for the offer ciao

Hi, all. I just wanted to kinda explain the side that I, and everyone else saw at that Dynamis-Xarcabard. We had been inside dynamis for 40+ minutes when Xellith logged on and repeatedly asked people to come out and get him. No one seemed interested in doing it, since he had been asking for about 3 minutes straight and no one had budged, so finally, annoyed, I said "You come late and you're going to lot against them. Do you wonder why no one's jumping at the chance to come get you?" I'm sorry if I offended you, Xellith, but everyone else there showed up on time. What you said after is up to you to tell people, but it was enough for someone to break your linkpearl, so don't try to downplay it. I don't dislike you, I don't feel I have enough experience with you to have a real opinion. I believe in giving people a second chance, but please don't come on random forums and talk about me. What I said is what everyone was thinking. I just had the "balls" to say it. If that makes me an "asshat" then I guess I am.

been in 40 mins??

thats why certain people said

"we just came in"

hmmmm... still doesnt explain the breaking of the pearl.

could have just said

"sorry we are unable to come."

you need balls to just show people courtousy and respect. you dont have that. none of you did. it doesnt take anything to give people ****.

nuff said

kthxbai

Edited, Fri Jan 20 22:45:22 2006 by Xellith

someone said "we just entered". What does that tell me?? it means you just went in. stop asuming i knew you were all in there. and that i didnt turn up on time on purpose.

i got the days mixed up. i work nights and have to earn a living. to some people like you you might not understand that.

And by the way. When you are making 60 stacks of insect paste for a FRIEND and it takes 3 hours it kinda slips your mind.

I go out of my way all the frikin time for people and never get **** back. sick of it. Its frikin retarded.

and by the way. is stopped sending you tells because i blisted you. not because you stopped replying. i didnt know if you replyed to any. and frankly. i dont give a ****. your a prick lol. i dont care what pricks think